Stories from the Lunatic Fringe

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

Well, lemme give you the condesensed version of my State of the Psycho address. Relationshipwise, I'm once again single, but now testing the waters again, so we'll see how it goes, though I'm not 100% certain (at least not as certain as last time). Anywho, my ex and I are still friends, so that's good, and I managed to survive the holidays. Yay team. Not much else I can think to say, so I'll call it a night. Hasta la byebye.

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

Bad news! School's going to hell! Good news! As of September 14th I have a boyfriend! More bad news! That seems to be going to hell too! Well, maybe not. I dunno. We're "taking a break". We've only seen each other a few times, MAYBE once a week, if we're lucky. Any more of a break and we're practically strangers. I agreed to the break only because he really sounded like he needed it. Granted we weren't seeing each other all that often, I still gave that to him, because I know one day I'LL need a break or some other favor, and besides, it's only fair to consider his needs too. Aaaanywho, I'm talking with a friend of mine, and he says he knew my b/f, and that apparently my b/f's reputation precedes him (or something to that effect). Needless to say I shut down for the next three hours and wanted to go someplace private and cry, but couldn't cause I was in school, and the few times I have cried it just freaked people out, so I learned to just hold it in and deal with it (nice, huh?). Now I wouldn't mind this break all that much if, during the few times we DO get to see one another I didn't get the whole cold shoulder "not in a touchy-feely mood" deal. In my mind, if you don't want that, then don't bother asking me over, cause when you ask me over, that gets my hopes up. It's not nice to mess with people like that. In fact I'd say that's pretty fucking unkind. I have no idea where we're going from here, but I'm hoping it's somewhere better than here.

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

Well, graphic design project is slowly taking my sanity (I'll be assembling the damned thing tomorrow), I couldn't reach either of my potential references needed for the job at Barnes&Noble, and to top that off I have a literary committment of sorts. In short everything's pretty much coming up roses........riiiiiiiiiiiiight.... I'm signing off now to get some sleep so I can deal with the impending insanity tomorrow.

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

Well, it's been a long day, but I still have a few things left to do, so I'll get this post out of the way now. Everyone's reviewing of my blog made me realize just how far I've come from my lovesick "must find a mate or I'll die!" days. Mind you I haven't given up, I'm just putting it on hold until I'm emotionally ready and I have a life of my own established outside my family. The biggest problem is finding a job. A low blow came when I found out I didn't meet the criteria to work at Wal-Mart (need two non-family references). THAT, was quite possibly the lowest moment in my recent history (that and the fact that I was so desperate for a job as to seek out Wal-Mart!) Anywho, things are looking up though. The next Sims expansion, Nightlife, come out next week! HELL YES! MY LIFE HAS MEANING NOW! (cues the halleluiah choir) Okay, enough of that. I need a life.

Today was NOWHERE near as fun as yesterday. I am sorely disappointed. In other news I have been blamed for a security breach in the household network. I accept that, to a point. I won't bore you with the details and the long drawn out story (that's what e-mail is for). I wish I'd found the GSC before, or, at the very least, during the Christian episode. There's some good people there and it helps to have someone from my side of the fence to talk to. They've had some good things to say. Right now in the wake of the great It's All David's Fault Tech Security Fiasco, I'm trying to get my yahoo contacts to move me to MSN, or at the very least wait for me to get an open source messenger and be really really understanding about the whole thing. Well, I gotta go and wait for a virus scan to finish. Hope I haven't fucked that up too. Oy vey, am I THAT big a fuck up?

Sunday, September 04, 2005

Whooooo.... So tonight was fun. Went dancing to the Barenaked Ladies' "Who Needs Sleep" for....some amount of time or another....yeah. It was fun. I also had all kinds of weird stuff running through my head too, so I was also laughing my ass off the whole time. People probably think I finally went of the deep end. YAY! Insanity! WooT! Aaaaaaaaaanywho, it's been an......interesting night, and I'm probably gonna have to come up with one hell of a story to explain it..........but it was fun. Even more fun than when we lost power and I put on my head phones, cranked up Tori Amos and Stevie Nicks, grabbed a glow-stick, and did interpretive dances in the kitchen. Good times, good times...... What are you looking at me like that for? OH PLEASE. You people knew I was insane from the moment you started reading these posts. It even says so in the frickin' title man! ........Wooooow......I haven't had this energy, or been this spastic since................ever.... Don't mind me. We'll return to the usual mindnumbing angst......some other time.............yeeeeeaaaaah. Some people might blame this on my caffeine intake. I don't talk to those people, and neither should you! Okay, on the count of three we're both gonna run screaming in opposite directions in Carmen Miranda outfits brandishing marracas, and call it a night, okay? One, two, THREE!!!!

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

Oookay..... I know, I haven't updated this thing in.....forever. I'd LIKE to say I have my reasons, but I don't...at least none that make any good excuses. Now that I have done my obligatory dodging of the flung guilt, on to the news! For those of you who've been out of the loop, which is probably EVERYONE who ever kept up with this thing, I have a caffeine addiction! YAY! Yes, I have reached that point in my life when I no longer care about what the drink is, only the caffeine content. I've also taken my Sims addiction to new heights. Basically I've raised my character flaws to the best of my abilities :) !

Sunday, March 13, 2005

Well, for those of you keeping track, it's been a looooong time since my last post. If you actually keep up with this, my apologies, if you don't, maaaaaybe that's for the best, I dunno. Aaaaanywho, still in the process of figuring out what direction I wanna take my life. Those of you who know me are probably open mouthed in shock that I, Mr. Some-semblance-of-intelligence/common sense-sure-I-know-where-I'm-headed (man, that'd really suck if I had THAT for a name), am completely lost with regards to my life. Well, hate to burst your bubble but I am completely fucking clueless most of the time. If at any time I seem in control I either am in control, or I'm faking it reeeeeaaally good. Which of the two I actually am I'll leave up to you all to decide. All little life crises aside I turned 20 on the 21st of last month. One more year to the bottle....oh joy, oh heavenly inebriated bliss. Still single, but still posessing the sex drive and passion of an iceberg in a siberian winter so by and large it's not even an issue really. I just hope I don't wind up some bitter frigid bitch in my later years with a death grip on a bottle of smirnoff (although it seems a very real possibility at this point!). I dunno, thing's will probably change once I find the right guy or the right guy finds me and wears my resistance and hesistation down to the point where he can finally get to me. Those of you placing bets on this event though should know that my bachelorhood ending probably hinges on certain mammals of the porcine variety taking flight and certain spiritual/metaphysical realms freezing over (I'm not bitter, I'm just a drama queen! Yay!). Anywho, enough of my strange rambling, I would be signing off now, da? (this be your daily dose of pseudo russian)